2015: The End

2015: The End

The year of 2015 has felt like a truck swerving on the slippery surface of a curved mountain road tipping closer to the edge. I must say it’s not bad as it seems (or described) because it’s quite an experience, the thrill, the adrenaline that rushes through your blood as you do your best to take control of the steering wheel when your wheels choose not to cooperate and any type of tyre grip is inexistent. When the mass of your vehicle seems more than your current situation, you have no choice but to manage the wheel, repel from slipping, forget about the grip and even after that you are not guaranteed to stay on track, but what it does mean is that you have saved some time. You have a little more time to try and stay afloat, you have not completely fallen off.
Now that is something to be grateful and to move forward from. I won’t say that my year began on an easy note, just as complicated as it is now, just a different complication, one after the other. Difficulties never cease to follow, just like the African uncles in Woolwich. You cannot avoid them either, I will repeat that now; you cannot avoid the difficulties life has in store for you, they do and will always exist.

As you grow, you learn to accept that you only really have control over one thing in this life and that is your perspective. Believe me when I say that is all. Only a few people really know what has gone on / goes on in my life and I’d like to keep it that way mainly because it’s not about ‘what’, but ‘how’. How did I get myself out of that particular predicament, how am I going to move forward? How will I make sure this doesn’t affect anything else?
I must mention that I did not just acquire the state of self-realization as well as growth in this year alone but it’s a process. I don’t mean to shine my own patents (shoes), but people who actually know me would probably tell you that I’m pretty wise, mature (beyond my own years) and focused. Despite the level of intellect, maturity, focus and faith one has its easy to not ‘fall off’ but to lose control, do not mistake that for losing yourself, because if you take time in finding yourself, yourself shall forever remain its losing control of yourself, just the steering wheel, it still remains, you’ve just lost your grip for whatever reason.

But you must persist in gaining that control back, remastering yourself. Recalculating the journey process into doing so and you only achieve that when you adjust your perspective.
Your outlook on life, attitude, angle of approach, stance etc. is so key in creating the bets out of the worst situation. I must say that I am glad to see the end of this year, but just as much as I am grateful for the trials that have pushed me to develop, grow as a person. You never stop advancing until death comes. Always strive to do and be better. Never be complacent, the focus you have today can depart from you tomorrow.

Nurture your mind, body and soul.

Constantly remind yourself that you have control over nothing but YOURSELF. YOUR LIFE, BELIEFS, ACTIONS, ACHIEVEMENTS, FAILURES, RELATIONSHIPS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY PERSPECTIVE!

With Love, 

Nicole Maworera 

LIE

Lie

‘A false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive’

‘An intentional untruth’

When you release a lie from within; does it depart to deceive the other or does it leave your tongue just to slide right back into your conscious?

Because just as much as you lied to the other person –

You lied to yourself.

Exclude the other person’s feelings and question whether you’re content with your own.

I’ll be the first to admit that I reckon that I know, accept and love myself but if I truly did-

Would I lie to myself, just as much as I have done to others?

Lies and the concept of trust are parallel, two things that shan’t ever intersect.

A lie has the power to;

Dismantle, Deceive and Devalue.

The trust you share with yourself and others will;

Build, Authenticate and bring Value to your relationship with your conscious and others.

With Love, Nicole

Quote of The Week

"Relax, you will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you.You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain."
                                              
                                                           -Johanna de Silentio

'Free' ?

From a generation where freedom means to be able to do whatever you want, whenever you want, true freedom is now a misunderstood and devalued greatly by those in my generation who cry for it the most.

You could be out all night till early hours of the morning mimicking 'freedom', but if that is all that freedom means to you, you've got it all wrong.You may be physically free to move however you want, but your mind still trapped in one way of thinking.
Liberate your mind and soul, think deeper until you are afraid of the deep thoughts you are capable of.
Challenge your thoughts & your right to live.

Freedom is mental,something within -Nicole Maworera

Women ✊

Empower eachother, never break one another - Nicole Maworera 

Promise Yourself - Christian D. Larson

“Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.”

Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them

'Eye'

                                     "Look me in the eye.Look me in the eyes and say it!"
The eye is an organ of vision; it's like a collection of photographs that mark each and every blink of an eye,
                                    every moment and emotion is captured with a blink,



The eyes perceive the dangers of love and danger from a distance,
They detect the radiant energy of their loved ones during the day stalked by the cloudy presence of the evil as the day turns into night.


Your eyes are the lenses to your soul,
                                                           You see and feel through your eyes and believe all the hopes and the lies with them.

So eyes that look you straight into the eyes,are eyes that want to be believed or to believe.
                                 "Look into my eyes, and say that you love me"
"No
               "Because of all things,your eyes are capable of creating the greatest illusion of all"

Written By Nicole Maworera